Man, I am just seriously feeling tension in the suite, and it's driving me crazy. I haven't been hanging out a lot in the suite, but when I am in there things just feel tense. There's this awkwardness, and I try to smooth things over, but it's like no matter what I do, things are just bad. On one hand, I feel like I need to spend time in the suite to make things better, but on the other hand I don't want to spend time in the suite because it's so bad. I don't feel happy there and I feel happier outside of the suite...I just think it's my responsibility to make sure I'm happy and my friends outside of the suite make me feel that way. But then there's the fact that I live with these people, and I can't just ignore them or cut them out of my life. I should make things better with them, but even when things are "good" (and I put those in quotes because when things are good in the suite, that doesn't necessarily mean they're actually good...) I'm still not happy.
I've considered moving into another suite next semester. There's a single that might be open in Nebraska suite and I really like the suite. If it's open and things are still bad (and I have a feeling they'll only get worse next semester with Diana coming back) then I might consider moving out. We'll see...
But don't worry (and that means you Mom.) I'm still having fun with my friends, and I'm just looking forward to going home and seeing all my favorite people! Love you all bunches!
1 comment:
you should stop making me sound like such a saint :P you know perfectly well I am NOT PANDA! you should put something in there about the burp game, my obsession with panda, and anyother random bad thing you can find about me. honestly?!?! my head got so big reading this!!! "laura this, laura that..." mine kinda sounds like that too tho I guess "Gwenny is SOO cool, Gwenivere and I..." so I guess its ok...for now ;) love ya!
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